Stuck in a Rut
I think I am learning what triggers me. I must not be on my own. Must not be around food. That is not so easy when you are unemployed and only have 'me, myself and I' for company for hours at a time. Plus, the longer I stay unemployed the more frustrated/bored/depressed I feel, the more I need to raid the fridge.
Why can't I get a job? I did the whole university thing, got my degree, had plenty of experience. Is it because I don't interview well? What do you expect when I feel so self-conscious? I'm not one of those bubbly, effervescent kind of gals that are so poised and have perfect answers for all the questions they are asked. I am a nervous wreck.
So, I binged today. And now at 1:45am, I am going to get rid of it. Sweet Dreams.